iwantiwantiwant.

i want to turn the time back.back to 7April2007...
that day was the worst day for the year 2007...
if only i made a different decision...
things would not have been the same...
things would have been so much different...
but things could have been worse than now...

PRESENT
it has been hard work.
and i have to admit that felicia did a better job than me at that.
she had been through more yet she can let go of it better than i did.
a drowning man will grab on to even a straw.
even if hope is so minimal,it's impossible.
and that's exactly what i'm doing...
holding on to that minimal hope even though it's impossible...

FUTURE
i don't know what the future will be...
but i hope that it'll be something that i really will be able to accept.
something that's better than the present even if it's only 1x better.

simple.not complicated. 7:14 pm