hah.
like what?
my hands are still trembling from scolding my brother.
he like what lah.
not that i want to say, but i just wish that the police will come and arrest him and put him in the whatever centre.for ever.
he made his brother, also my youngest brother, cry and then mum scold him.
he bickered with mum that she always scold him and is pian xin[biased].
and he stupidly won't stop.
and somemore.mum is sick.
so i shouted.
"是不是要妈咪哭你才甘愿？"
[mum cry then you will stop is it?]
"哭我就要让啦？"
[she cry so i should shut up is it?]
and it's YES lah, of course.i walked up to him.
"再讲？"
[say again?]
obviously in very warning tone cause i was ready to slap him anytime."我学妈咪，你先打我就是你不对。我在学伟伟，你打我一次我大会你十多次。"
[i learn from mummy. you hit me first so you're in the wrong. and i learn from wei wei, my youngest brother. you hit me once, i hit you back more than 10 times.]
WHAT THE FUCK!
HE WAS THE ONE IN WRONG AND HE'S ACCUSNG ME?
GO DIE LAH!"我不要听到你讲话"
[i don't want to hear you talk from now on]
and i was about to walk away.
but then he, in his
supid and idiotic and can make others kill him that attitude,say why must i keep quiet.
[i don't know why, i just suddenly have a feeling that stephanie will also say that.]
ok.so he made me do it.
i gave him 1 tight slap and he hit me back.
i slap him, he hit me back, oh, with a cushion, and then after that i also what i do lah, he sort of fell on the floor.
and when he got back on his feet, i was really furious.
"你每次都要弄别人，人家告诉你叫你不要这样做，你又讲人家偏心。你有没有想过自己在错？"
[you everytime want to make others and when people tell you not to do that, you say they are biased. did you ever thought that you were in the wrong?]
then we stared at each other.
for quite a while.
and i started trembling.
i don't know why.
everytime after i scold someone, i'll start to tremble.
he doesn't regret what he's done but i was on the verge of crying.
why did i had such a brother like him?
i'm positively sure that without him, my family would have been better.
and the good thing is, while i was scolding, mum did not interrupt.
in fact, she was watching whatever that happened from a safe disance.
and after the staring, mum broke the silence by asking me to off the tv and use computer.
seems very serious eh?
but let me tell you.
my mum did cry before cause my brother called her biased and she feels that she has not done well in teaching him.you know mums lah.
and during that period of time, mum won't even talk to me like we were good friends.
and my brother didn't even care when i told him mum cried cause of him.
he even said:"how can you confirm is i make her cry one?"
what the hell...
so obvious lah...
she scolded you and you said her biased then after that she cried.
not cause of you, cause of me meh?
now i very scared...
mum runny nose...
so i couldn't tell if she got cry or not.
cause backfacing her and it would be weird if i got up and went to talk to her with the computer still on, right?
[omg.i used 36 mins to type this whole thing]